a love so simple

ALICIA KEYS IS A SUPERWOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT WOMAN IS AMAZING!!!
omfg her voice is like...askkhlah;a;jdkjk....i couldn't stop screaming everytime she opened her mouth...god she sings effortlessly it's like she just has to open her mouth and this awesome awesome voice comes out..
how can anyone be so perfect??? like she's absolutely gorgeous and the piano!! you should see how she plays it...her fingers just danced along the keys!! now i know why she chose alicia KEYS as her stage name... <333
and when she sang no one everyone in the audience stood up and put their hand up and like WOW i totally fell in love with the song all over again...
sigh...she's just an amazing musician..
you guys should never miss out on her concert if she ever comes to your city <333

finally i got my internet working again!
but it's kinda sad that even though i have internet now i don't really use it much except for a glimpse of lj for fifteen mins before going to bed...
and i still can't believe i survived without lj for like what, 6 weeks? i think that's something to be proud of, although not very much fun..
i have a lot of stories to catch up on but i probably won't have time until next year..work is more hectic then ever since christmas is just around the corner..i'm already working more than 10 hours a day and it's still hard to keep up...god i miss my holidays when my life was just around lj and the dongbang boys...

chibi how've you been??? all good? =D

feli i wanted to congratulate you but i was so busy i kept forgetting...so congrats on your graduation!! i hope you've found a job already by now...

all people in my flist i'm just gonna wish you a very happy christmas now in case i don't get on on the day =3 so yeah happy christmas and i hope you get everything you wish for this christmas =DDDD although i know for most of you it'd probably be the boys' latest jp single...Xp


 

'I do music. To spread love.' DT

OMG.
DT I love you so damn much.
I've always been jealous of people who knows how to sing or play musical instruments because I practically suck at music except for listening to it.
But you make me proud. T______T

Junsu I still love you and I always will. But in my heart you're still a baby compared to this man.

I.Love.DT.

Awesome, AWESOME singer.

I haven't slept properly for two days now since his concert.

My mind is full of the images of him singing his love songs with his guitar.

OMG. How can someone be so talented?????!?!??!

I don't even feel anything when I see Junsu or Yoosu now. This is bad. T_________________T

I hope I can get through this 'phase' quick 'cause I can't stand myself flailing each time I remember him pointing towards me saying 'Yes, I see you alright.' when he sang my favorite song. OHGODOHGODOHGODOHGOD. Why does he have to be such an amazing singer????? And the fact that he's actually much cuter and younger in person doesn't help. ;___;

 

I love everyone in my flist!! This song is for you guys <3333333333333333333

i don't know how many suicide news i've heard of in the past month
why do people think they can solve problems by killing themselves?
if it was that easy i would've done it a long time ago
but i know it won't do anything but make my mum grieve
i still can't believe choi jin shil did that
i thought she would never stoop that low and yes i think it's low to run away from your problems by offing yourself while you have two young kids and a mother to take care of
i mean she just won custody for her kids and even altered the law to allow kids from divorced parents to take their mum's surname..why did she even bother to do that if she would kill herself a few months later? as a fan i'm really disappointed...i know she was going through tough times but i don't and never will feel sorry for people who commit suicides
everyone's hoping she rests in peace but i know at the moment a lot of her friends and family are not at peace without her by their side, especially her mother... i hope she's doing okay... mum always tells me how selfish it is for children to die before their parents and how cruel it is for the mothers to watch their children be born, grow up and then die...
but i guess nothing's more selfish than a man who'd kill his wife and kids before killing themselves...
sigh
what is the world coming to?

life's being a real bitch right now
wish i could take a break from it

If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

I've been a silent reader for months now. I'm not happy about it myself but I can only say I'm sorry and that I still enjoy your stories.

I saw Michael Bublé last nite. Live. Like finally! It'd been 6 months since I got the ticket. And GOD the man was AMAZING. It was the first concert I've ever been to and I don't think I'm going to ever see a better one if it isn't Bublé.
He was charming, funny and cute and his voice totally melts me. He looked so much better than in his videos and his voice was ten thousand times better (which I thought was impossible) and when he sang Everything I just died. It was so worth my first paycheck.


.......................................................


Bublé ILU ILU ILU ILU.

GAH.

His girlfriend is so damn lucky I'd die happy if some guy would write something like Everything for me.





 

nothing much to say...
i found a full time job and it goes on for about 10-12 hours a day, SLAVERY that's what it is but *shrugs* i need the money..
haven't been online for ages and i don't think i'll be online often from now on...'cause by the time i get home usually i'm so beat i don't feel like it anymore...even if i do go online i won't have time to go through all the new friends' pages on LJ so dearest authors in my friends' list whom i love dearly XD this is why i haven't been commenting...i haven't had much time to read your stories so let's just say i'm taking a break from LJ..
i'll be back though, once i get used to working life (hopefully) and once my friends go on hols so i can have my weekends by myself X3

and kay died...
=(
i'm sad but i'm glad too 'cause she's now reunited with her father and is no longer suffering from all the pains from her illness...
R.I.P kay i'll miss you so much <3
i hope somebody could get her the pink elephant to be buried together with her T_T


 

I MET SONG HYE KYO YESTERDAY!!!
like omg!!! XD i'm soooooooooo happy!!
most of you guys prolly have no idea who she is but i can tell you she's THE PRETTIEST & MOST BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING ALIVE!! and i'm not kidding!! i saw her up close (i got her autograph, DUH!) and she smiled at me!! like omg i know i'm a girl but this woman is so beautiful my heart was racing like crazy HOW CAN SOMEONE BE THAT FLAWLESS?!?!?! her skin was PERFECT! her hair was gorgeous and her smile was breathtaking!! all i could say was  'OMG SO PRETTY' sadly she didn't seem to understand a word i was saying...'cause she didn't say anything...but her smile was enough to make me happy i mean I've been her fan longer than i've been a dong bang fan!! (since autumn love story!! that was like 7 years ago!! XD) 
can you guys imagine how ecstatic i was when i finally got to see her!?!??! X3
so she was shooting a CF at a beach in my city and i went to stalk her and actually found her
omg!
it was real hot yesterday and i'm sure i got like 100 new freckles on my face from all the hunting and stalking under the sun and my arms were tired swatting away flies that flock around people during hot days like yesterday (but strangely these flies stayed away from hye kyo maybe they were too intimidated by her beauty my friend said, besides her skin was so smooth it was too slippery for them LOL)
GAHHHHHH
i'm so happy ^^
seriously i would be gay for her!!! XD 

anyways
to lovely writers
i haven't been home much these days and when i do i only do it for sleep so i haven't got around to read your new stories and updates, let alone leave comments >.<
but i WILL so read your updates and leave comments soon as i can! just don't think i'm ditching your stories, ok ^^
<3333

i just signed up for facebook today and it's kinda sad how most people i know don't have fbook accounts
so yeah
anybody who wants to have more friends can add me
my email is handut@hotmail.com 

sigh
i miss talking to kay now
i hope she'll be online more often...

OMFG I AM SO FREAKIN'  PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>:(
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i am so pissed i feel like throwing my dvd player out the window
ARGH!!
T^T

okay
so i just finished watching War of Money
it's good, it's VERY good actually..no it's not just very good it's awesome!!
from the very first episode i knew that it wasn't going to be like those other sappy korean dramas
but freakin' god is it wrong for me to expect a REAL happy ending!??! TT________TT
the freakin' drama focuses on loansharks and like the title says, MONEY..
it teaches you about life and money, it tells you how scary money is, what it can do to people and what it CAN'T do for people....the drama is very realistic, which makes it different than other korean dramas i guess....it's not one that everyone would be eager to see but i guarantee that when you start watching it you can't help but get hooked...i'm not kidding! even my brother watched it! and he hates korean drama's.... =/
so yeah, the drama itself is so worth the watch, with its awesome plot and gorgeous stars, that was what i thought before i watched the last episode
omfg
i'm so crushed right now
why?
well...maybe i should just share a little bit of the drama here...
so...the main lead is Geum Na Ra.....his life was probably a lot better than most people could ever dream of, having: loving parents, talented sister, a steady job, a gorgeous girlfriend he plans to marry....one would think, his life is perfect, what else could go wrong? but with life, anything could go wrong! and for Na Ra, his perfect life was turned upside side down overnight....well not exactly overnight but i'm just saying....anyways so it turns out that
Na Ra's dad borrowed money from the loansharks to fund his company and obviously he can't pay them back......
one horrible thing happened after another and later Na Ra found himself orphaned, with a huge mountain of debt, no job and no house....sucks, right? well i know most people would just switch their players off when seeing this sort of drama but luckily i didn't 'cause i had nothing much to do rather than watch DVD...
things get more interesting after Na Ra goes through the worst state in his life and then he finds himself a money master...he learns a lot about people, about money and mostly about life....
freakin' the drama is just SO GOOD and so unpredictable!!
but really
after watching
Na Ra struggle with his life, giving up most things he loves, don't you think he DESERVES a happy ending?!!?!?
well i guess the story writer disagreed with me... TT__________________TT
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
omg
this is killing me
seriously
WAE?!?! WAE, WAE, WAE?!!!?
oh god
i need to read something to distract my mind from this otherwise i'd go crazy thinking about the drama's stupid ending....TT_____________TT

 it's almost 2 am and i just got back from rosa's...we had a real long talk tonight
and i've never felt better....
it's good knowing you have someone you can share things with and god i feel so blessed knowing her....
talking to her seems to get all burdening thoughts out of my head...

i still miss mum so much though... =(

okay, so a friend of mine introduced her korean friend to me tonight
she's fun
and she knows less korean songs than i do... <.<;;

she told me she met DBSG a year ago and i was like ARE YOU SERIOUS!?!?!! 
T^T
apparently she worked at a building where the boys were having an interview at..
lucky girl..
she told me jaejoong looked good
but she said yunho's the best..in terms of looks i guess...
told her i love junsu most...and she was like....'err..he's girly..' 
i wanted to cry... T^T
junsu is NOT girly
and he has such a beautiful voice
>.<
goodness I LOVE THEM BOYS SO MUCH 
T^T